Thursday, August 16, 2012

Dream

"Dream"

I don't really know how to define 
the meaning of this word in my dictionary.
Perhaps it can be defined as something unrealistic,
or just something fantasy 
that you are not able to reach in real life.

I used to dream to become a dancer.
I started to dance when I was in kindergarten. 
and I got the second prize of something like
 national kindergarten dance competition. haha!

Then, I joined dance club when I was standard 2 in primary school,
and I danced until I graduated from secondary school.
My last dance performance was last year,
Hari Kebudayaan of Yu Hua.

I really miss my dance life so so much!
Although it was tough and hard during training,
there are still the best memories during my high school life.
However, I stopped to dance after I had graduated. 

At some moment, I wish I can get a Diploma in Dance by studying at ASWARA.
But soon I realized that there's a way too far for me to achieve. 
My parents wouldn't allow me to become a full-time dancer,
and waste 3 years time to complete a diploma in dance.
The reason are just simple.
"You can't be a dancer for your entire life. 
What're you going to do when you get old?"
"You couldn't earn money from dance. Do you ever think about your future?"

Of course, I know the life of a dancer is short.
If I'm really insist on becoming a dancer,
I know I will definitely let my parents down.
Just like every parents,
My parents expect me to further my study at university,
work hard to get a good degree,
and find a good job.
So, this dream is just hiding in the deepest of my heart.

As you grown up,
there are more responsibility that you need to carry on your shoulders.
When there are more responsibility,
then more restrictions come into your life.
Now I understand why are people always miss their childhood 
and do not want to grow up.


Nonetheless, I'm still very satisfied with my life now.
I enrolled to a nice university and chose my interested course.
I live in a family which full of love and caring,
I got best friends who brighten up my life,
and I got a boy who always stay beside me.

However, if I could get another chance,
I wish I could have more courage 
to chase after what I really want.




1 comment:

  1. Dare to dream! It will come true someday. One day, I dreamed about a girl, so damn the dream will come true. Yeah, maybe after your current degree, you can persue dance as another alternative. Why not? All the best buddy =)

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