I am trying very very hard to stay positively.

Complicated feelings

Today is totally not my day. 

My mood today was like sitting on a roller coaster.

Up and down, up and down.

I woke up with a very happy and satisfied mood today.

But soon, I found out that the assignments are all gone.

The worst is Yin Yin has missed the lecture today.

I am so so so sorry :(

until now I still can't stop blaming myself because of this.

I am not blaming the laptop 

(although it's really stupid + this is not the 1st time)

I am blaming myself for always doing things at the last minute.

Sorry ah Yin Yin~~~

I can treat you Starbucks to compensate you :P

I promise I will do the report immediately next time.

not until the last day

T.T

Another thing is,

the boy is leaving today.

Just sent him to the airport,

I guess he is on the flight and flying back now.

I never expect he will come back for me on his holiday.

I thought it was just a simply thought of him.

However, he really purposely come back for me.

Although it was just 12 days,

it really warm my heart.

This is the first time I drove to airport alone, 

just for picking him up at the airport.

It is also the first time I sent him to the airport,

and seeing him go into the door.

Today is what a super duper complicated day for me!

my heart has never been calmed and peace since this morning.

I feel like my inside is like "rojak"

all the feelings are mixed together. 

I hate to say goodbye.

Again, we will be apart for few months.

I should have get used to it. 

Hopefully I do.

See you

♥