missing

I've been missing you so much.

it's the 44th day,

you are not around.

Everything around remind me of you.

3 months more.

yet it's still a long period to go. 

and yea...

I should move on.

somehow I'm tired of waiting.

why can't the time fly?

why can't you stay beside me?

低 落

这几天

情绪莫名的低落

也许是XX要到访了

荷尔蒙在作祟

压力

随着排山倒海的assignments

伴随而来

其实我是有很多时间完成的

只是

我在假日时

喜欢放空自己

而导致

我必须在星期一至五

赶完应该要做的事情

所以我没得埋怨

为什么生活那么忙

=.=

其实很多时候的压力

并不来自于课业

我清楚知道自己要做什么

所以即使是在最后一分钟

我还是可以把它做出来的

压力

其实是来自于自己

我发现

其实在一个新的群组里面

我会很不自在

我不善于表达

不善于交际

(尤其是用英文)

只有熟悉环境

或是和那个人熟络后

我才会很自在的做自己

表达能力不好

是我很大的一个缺点

内心很多想法

但是很多时候

表达出来的往往不是内心所想的

我很想让自己进步

很想突破自己

很想让自己变得更好

但愿...

我挑战成功

难过的时候

抬头望一望天空

因为天空的另一方

有个人正和你坚守着同样的信念

和他一起的日子太少

此时此刻

多么希望有人在身旁

和我一起累积

生命中的点点滴滴

和我一起度过

这一切

< / 3

Doing nothing for the whole day.

Maths Workshop, Study Skills Assignment, Moral Studies Presentation

Sorry. I never touch you today.

I had no idea what is going on with me.

Perhaps you too?

Now I only realize,

I am weak.

I am fragile.

Sadly, I am just over estimated myself.

Ya. I used to tell myself.

Give me some strength to continue this journey, please.

I used to tell myself

I am thinking too much

it's useless to check on you,

because I could never check your heart.